I Am Kelphaba: A whimsical memoir about overcoming insecurity, doubt, and loss in the relentless pursuit of defying gravity.

What if the green wasn’t a curse... but the beginning of becoming?In this satirical, heartfelt, and wildly theatrical memoir, Kelli Ayotte invites readers into her backstage journey of faith, identity, and transformation. Inspired by the misunderstood, gravity-defying Elphaba from Wicked, Kelli blends truth and humor to chronicle her own rise from insecurity and burnout to bold obedience and renewed purpose.After 15 years in ministry, Kelli makes the terrifying, Spirit-led decision to step away—without a plan, but with a calling. Told with heart and hilarity, I Am Kelphaba is an anthem for anyone standing on the ledge of a big leap. Through motherhood, ministry, friendship, loss, growth, and green face paint, she reminds us all that the process of unbecoming is just the beginning of something unlimited.Whether you're a theatre kid, parent, dreamer, or just someone trying to discover what's next, this book will meet you right where you are—and maybe even help you find your broomstick. Read more